Master Fayen noticed that there was a monk in his monastery who had been there for quite some time and had never come to ask any questions. So he had the head monk summon him and bring him in to examine him.
And so he asked him, "How come you never come into dokusan for any questions?" And the monk said "Many years ago when I was a young monk I studied with another teacher and one day when he lectured on the koan of the fireboy seeks fire, I had a realization that put my mind completely at rest and since then I've had no need to come in and ask any questions." Fayen nodded and said "That sounds very nice, but I'm afraid you may have misunderstood the old master's teisho of the fireboy seeking fire." And the monk said "The boy himself is made of fire, he is the very thing he seeks. There is nothing more to look for." Fayen said, "Now I know you have misunderstood the koan." And he rang his bell and dismissed the monk.
Naturally this disturbed the monk a good deal and he spent all night puzzling over fayen's dismissal of his understanding. And the next day he came back on his own to see Fayen. He said, "Master, what you said last night really upset me and confused me! I thought I really understood that koan, where did I go wrong?" And fayen said, "The fireboy is seeking fire." And with that the monk was more deeply enlightened.
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